{"id":359,"date":"2023-07-23T01:55:55","date_gmt":"2023-07-23T01:55:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/2023\/07\/23\/obliterate-desire\/"},"modified":"2023-07-23T01:55:55","modified_gmt":"2023-07-23T01:55:55","slug":"obliterate-desire","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/2023\/07\/23\/obliterate-desire\/","title":{"rendered":"obliterate desire"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Author: prretyfoot<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>Word count: 26439<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Chapter 1 First Love<\/p>\n<p>I met Xin on the first day I just stepped into the university campus. I was in the same department as her, and later we were in the same department.<br \/>\na dormitory. Maybe it\u2019s because of her beauty that she and I quickly became inseparable friends<br \/>\nfriend. Whether it&#8217;s studying, eating, going to the street or even masturbating, they are all together. However, there were several others in the dormitory at that time.<br \/>\nHis sister, so there were not many opportunities to comfort each other sexually until after we graduated.<\/p>\n<p>After graduation, Xinwen and I rented a small house outside and started our great dream\u2014\u2014I<br \/>\nWe decided to be together forever!<\/p>\n<p>However, life is often cruel. After two months of running around, Xin and I still haven&#8217;t found a job.<br \/>\nTherefore, we hide at home most of the time, which can save a lot of expenses. During this time our<br \/>\nThere is almost nothing else to do in life except sex, maybe only sex can make us temporarily forget the troubles in front of us.<br \/>\nBut it also depleted our savings very quickly, because it was not a savings at all&#8211;two<br \/>\nWhat savings can poor students have! Forced and helpless, we had no choice but to go out to look for work again. However, girls looking for work<br \/>\nIt is not so easy to do. Finally, one day when I was asleep at home with my head covered, Xinwen ran into the<br \/>\nCome and tell me, &#8220;Wen! I got a job!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>  &#8220;real!?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yes, I&#8217;m going to work as a secretary in XX company!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s great!!!! We finally don&#8217;t have to wait at home to grow old!!!!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Indeed, this news is undoubtedly a booster for us, pulling us back from the brink of despair.<br \/>\nCome. However, it&#8217;s a blessing in disguise, and I don&#8217;t know the blessings and misfortunes. Everything is not as simple as I thought.<\/p>\n<p>Xin went to work, but I still haven&#8217;t found a job. I stay at home all day and feel like a cat.<br \/>\nParasite, looking at Xin&#8217;s busyness made me feel even more useless.<br \/>\nThe material is good, and she will definitely be a princess in the future. However, now my self-confidence is losing bit by bit<br \/>\n\u2014\u2014I have lost myself!<\/p>\n<p>For some reason, Xin came back very late every day during this time, and, if she didn&#8217;t eat at home, she would<br \/>\nHe fell asleep and rarely talked to me. This made me feel very uncomfortable. Originally, I could only wait at home to give her<br \/>\nClean up the house and cook, and you can only talk to me when Xin comes back, but now all this seems to be happy.<br \/>\nNo more! I&#8217;m just superfluous, I thought.<\/p>\n<p>Xin left early again today, and I packed up the dishes and the house as I always did. I am very happy recently<br \/>\nI&#8217;m so busy that I don&#8217;t have time to pay attention to me, let alone sexual comfort. I have also proposed to Xin several times, but she<br \/>\nThey all said they were too tired and just wanted to sleep, so I couldn&#8217;t say anything else. Roughly counting, we haven&#8217;t had it for two months.<br \/>\nBeen in close contact. I&#8217;m worried about our relationshipThe relationship will gradually deteriorate, and I am afraid that Xin will not want me, plus<br \/>\nThe relationship between work has made my emotions more and more uncontrollable.<\/p>\n<p>During this time, as soon as I finished cleaning the house, I would masturbate non-stop to pass the time. From the beginning<br \/>\nMasturbation, slowly developed into a little self-abuse. Now, I can only climax with the help of a rope. i from<br \/>\nI took out my favorite rope from the bottom of the bed, tied my hands and feet, and then looped my legs into a ball from both hands.<br \/>\nHe slipped through the gap, tying his hands behind his back. I get excited every time I do this, I love it<br \/>\nI like the feeling of losing self-control, which is completely opposite to my previous personality. Indeed, this passage is not as good as<br \/>\nThe happy life has changed me too much.<\/p>\n<p>After I tied myself up, I started to bend and crawl on the ground, which made me feel like I wasn&#8217;t at all<br \/>\nJust an animal, even if someone called me a bitch, I would gladly accept it.<\/p>\n<p>After half an hour of crawling, I struggled a lot to climb onto the sofa and put my pussy on the<br \/>\nThe rounded corners of the quasi-sofa. In the beginning I used the friction between my pussy and the sofa to orgasm, but now I<br \/>\nIt was bumped. This slows down the onset of orgasm and allows me to exert more effort. and because of the orgasm<br \/>\nWhat is hard-won, I will know how to cherish it even more.<\/p>\n<p>I desperately smashed my pussy into the round corner of the sofa, as if I wanted to smash my pussy into pieces<br \/>\nLike, make a loud noise. Maybe the neighbors will hear, but I don&#8217;t care anymore. gradually i<br \/>\nFrom the bursts of pain, I felt a little bit of pleasure, and this pleasure was constantly magnified, slowly<br \/>\nScattered and took over my entire body &#8211; I had a climax.<\/p>\n<p>When I raised my head in a daze and opened my eyes, I was stunned. I don&#8217;t know when<br \/>\nStanding in front of her, I was so scared that I fell off the sofa. I don&#8217;t know how she got in.<br \/>\n, I don&#8217;t know how long she stood here.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m stupid, I&#8217;m really stupid. I don&#8217;t know what to say, though, we&#8217;ve all had each other, but<br \/>\n, which is completely different from the behavior I just had. It was pure sex between us, pure love, and I just<br \/>\n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>When I realized it, I started crying and begging Xin for forgiveness. And Xin is expressionless, just<br \/>\nStanding there, I don&#8217;t know what she is thinking, and I dare not even think about what she is thinking. I don&#8217;t know how long it has been, Xin<br \/>\nStand up, and I can only kneel on the ground looking up at her.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Let&#8217;s break up,&#8221; Xin said.<\/p>\n<p>I fell into deep despair.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t want to stay with someone like you.&#8221; Xin turned her head, turned her back to me and said, &#8220;In the future we will<br \/>\nTake care of yourself, I&#8217;m leaving! &#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She left without even packing her luggage. And I was so stupid that I couldn&#8217;t say anything, indeed, I couldn&#8217;t say anything at all.<br \/>\nI&#8217;m not qualified to keep her, how can a slut like me deserve her. Once again I fell into deep despair.<br \/>\nIn this way, I lay on the ground for two days and two nights.<\/p>\n<div class=\"mepr_error\"><p>Please register as a member to read the complete novel content, <a href=\"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/membership-fees-and-permission-instructions\/\">click this link<\/a> to enter the registration page.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Author: prretyfoot Word count: 26439 Chapter 1 First Lo &hellip;<\/p>\n<p class=\"read-more\"> <a class=\"\" href=\"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/2023\/07\/23\/obliterate-desire\/\"> <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">obliterate desire<\/span> Read More \u00bb<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-359","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-crotch-original-flavor"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/359","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=359"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/359\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=359"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=359"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=359"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}