{"id":5749,"date":"2023-07-23T17:12:50","date_gmt":"2023-07-23T17:12:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/2023\/07\/23\/the-mothers-love-im-looking-for\/"},"modified":"2023-07-23T17:12:50","modified_gmt":"2023-07-23T17:12:50","slug":"the-mothers-love-im-looking-for","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/2023\/07\/23\/the-mothers-love-im-looking-for\/","title":{"rendered":"The mother&#8217;s love I&#8217;m looking for"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Author: dsmk<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>Word count: 30565<\/strong><br \/>\n                Chapter 1: I want you to be my good mother<\/p>\n<p>Everyone has an Oedipus complex, whether it is mild or severe. But in this society with sound laws and moral norms,<br \/>\nIn front of you, there are almost only a few pairs that break through the boundaries of each other, but they can only exist in society.<br \/>\nIn the fringe corners of the meeting, find the other half where the heart belongs, silently support and love each other.<\/p>\n<p>And the vast majority of people, bound by various norms, bury that emotion in the deepest part of their hearts,<br \/>\nThere may be possibilities in the future, because now I don&#8217;t have the courage to take a step forward, and it collapses.<\/p>\n<p>But I took that step with difficulty, and welcomed her who was not my own mother, but who was better than my own mother. My heart<br \/>\nGoddess of my eyes, my love.<\/p>\n<p>I was born in the mid-1980s in an ordinary but extraordinary urban family. when i was little i was<br \/>\nBelonging to the &#8220;other people&#8217;s children&#8221; in the neighborhood, well-behaved and sensible, polite to others, top grades, and willing to help others. but<br \/>\nThere is a gambler&#8217;s mother, I really don&#8217;t know if she gave birth to me to collect debts or to pay off debts. except monthly<br \/>\nMy unlucky dad needs support money to play mahjong, and I only stay at home at night and morning during the day, without any free time<br \/>\nLeave the rest of the time to me, care about me, and it is normal to have a full meal and a hungry meal.<\/p>\n<p>Please, a 7-year-old boy, having a mother is as good as not having a mother.<br \/>\nLove, she doesn&#8217;t deserve it. I cried all my tears, and finally told myself that I was born and raised, there is only a mother-child relationship, there is no<br \/>\nThere is deep love between mother and child! Since then, I have been obedient and careful in everything, but the seed buried deep in my heart seems to be gone forever.<br \/>\nThe law opens buds and scattered branches, and grows vigorously.<\/p>\n<p>Fortunately, it was still in the early 1990s. With the booming economy and the simple quality of the people, the surrounding neighbors<br \/>\nNeighbors often help me in life, at least so that I will not starve to death on the street.<\/p>\n<p>During this period, my head teacher, a female colleague of my father&#8217;s school, lived upstairs from us, often<br \/>\nCome to see me, take some food and drink that my father sneakily gave me along the way, and also come to guide me in my spare time<br \/>\nhomework. The gentle whisper in the ear, like the fertile nourishment, makes the seed hidden deep in my heart break out of the ground.<\/p>\n<p>(Note: Dad is a tool person, I am writing about Liu Bei, so let\u2019s not talk about filial piety, besides, I am still a child<br \/>\nson, he sticks to whoever treats him well)<\/p>\n<p>I am very grateful to her, just like a real mother. Like a ray of bright sunshine, push away the accumulation of layers<br \/>\nThe dark clouds shine on me and warm me.<\/p>\n<p>During the Spring Festival in 1991, various coincidences and inevitable developments occurred, which made me feel that it was not<br \/>\nNot as cold as in previous years.<\/p>\n<p>Because my father started a new family, my mother threw down a bowl of dumplings that I didn&#8217;t know whether they were kimchi noodles or instant noodles, and told me<br \/>\nI said a few words, don&#8217;t run around at night, and roll off to sleep after eating. tomorrow and take itQian hurried to twenty miles<br \/>\nA far away poker table.<\/p>\n<p>I am very obedient, because I have no choice at all! I am going to eat this bowl of dumplings that have been glued together, laughing<br \/>\nI said to myself, at least my mother hasn&#8217;t forgotten to finish my food before leaving.<\/p>\n<p>Laughing and laughing, tears dripped down like beans, blowing her nose and choking. Wipe away your tears, I&#8217;m a man<br \/>\nZihan, I am a man! Can&#8217;t cry!<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sister Wang? Xiaoyu? Are you at home?&#8230;Sister Wang?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>There was a gentle knock on the door, and at the same time, her voice came from outside the door, gentle and kind.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ms. Li?! Teacher Li!!! I&#8217;m here! Woooooo&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>At first, I suspected that I heard it wrong. After all, the New Year&#8217;s Eve, at this moment, every family is busy and happy to celebrate.<br \/>\nround.<\/p>\n<p>Why did Teacher Li come here at this time?<\/p>\n<p>Hallucination?<\/p>\n<p>But how can she hear her voice wrongly when she is with me every day? I hurried to the gate, feeling a sense of grievance in my heart.<br \/>\nHealth, tears blurred his eyes again, but he forgot the words of self-motivation just now.<\/p>\n<p>Open the door, under the faint yellow light of the incandescent lamp in the corridor, there is a handsome young woman about 35 years old.<br \/>\nHowever, the first one stood among them.<\/p>\n<p>I wiped away the tears that covered my eyes, and wanted to go up and down, to see carefully, whether it was real or not.<br \/>\nStill vain.<\/p>\n<p>She tied a shawl ponytail with a beige headband, and her forehead was sparsely slanted bangs, which fell on a pair of<br \/>\nAbove the big eyes that seemed to be talking, and those eyes blinked at me. Willow Leaf Thin Eyebrow Sutra brush strokes<br \/>\nDot, it still looks good. The small but upright apricot nose is dotted in the cheeks that look like oval eggs, and the position is different.<br \/>\nUnbiased, Mr. Li&#8217;s small crescent mouth, which is always grinning in my memory, showed white teeth like jade.<\/p>\n<p>She was wearing a white v-neck sweater with loose sleeves, which made her already slender and slim figure even more plump.<br \/>\nPlump, plump and straight breasts make her look like a proud old hen, but what she brings to me is hiding behind the hen<br \/>\nThe full sense of security of the little chick under him. The lower body is matched with the most fashionable brown bodybuilding pants at that time, which will make Li<br \/>\nThe teacher&#8217;s slender legs are tightly wrapped, lined with a pair of black leather boots.<\/p>\n<p>At this moment, like Guanyin Bodhisattva with holy light above her head, she suddenly appeared in front of me.<\/p>\n<p>I wanted to cry again, choked up and said, &#8220;Li&#8230; Teacher Li&#8230; woo woo woo&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Teacher Li seemed to see something, and put the big bowl in his hand on the stairs of the unit next to him. Only then did I see<br \/>\nIt turned out that she had been holding a bowl, a steaming bowl of handmade dumplings, crystal clear.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Wow&#8221;, I couldn&#8217;t bear it anymore.<\/p>\n<p>She squatted down, took my cold little hand, grasped it, and helped me with the other hand to wipe away the oozing<br \/>\ntears.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Good Xiaoyu, stop crying&#8230; Where&#8217;s your mother? Isn&#8217;t she at home?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Teacher Li looked at the home with only one lamp on behind me, it was really deserted and lonely.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Well! Dad&#8230;don&#8217;t want me anymore,<br \/>\n<div class=\"mepr_error\"><p>Please register as a member to read the complete novel content, <a href=\"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/membership-fees-and-permission-instructions\/\">click this link<\/a> to enter the registration page.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Author: dsmk Word count: 30565 Chapter 1: I want you to &hellip;<\/p>\n<p class=\"read-more\"> <a class=\"\" href=\"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/2023\/07\/23\/the-mothers-love-im-looking-for\/\"> <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">The mother&#8217;s love I&#8217;m looking for<\/span> Read More \u00bb<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5749","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-crotch-original-flavor"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5749","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5749"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5749\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5749"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5749"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/femdomworld.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5749"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}