Author: tanhaoyu
Word count: 27488
1. Entering the SM circle for the first time
I have liked being bullied by beautiful women since I was a child, but in real life, I have always buried this thought deeply in my heart. I always think it is my mental health, and I never dare to show it. It is just that when I am alone, I often fantasize about being bullied by girls. At that time, I didn’t know that such an SM circle existed in real life. One time when I was surfing the Internet in an Internet cafe, I was free, so I searched for some sadomasochism keywords on the Internet, and wanted to find out if there were sadomasochism novels on the Internet. Once I saw an article posted by a colleague of a feminist website. I didn’t know what SM is until I entered that website. Only then did I realize that there is such a group in real life, and it turns out that I am not the only one who has this tendency.
Later, I desperately searched the Internet for keywords such as “The Queen of Xi’an recruits slaves”. Finally, the year before last, I can’t remember the exact time. I found a queen named “Huo Xi Nu S”. After chatting online, I went to meet her, but after meeting, I found that she was almost 40 years old. After playing horse riding, I said I couldn’t accept the others, so I only played for about 20 minutes and it was over.
The second time I went to find the Queen was a person named “Snow Master”. After meeting her, I found that she had heavy makeup on her body, but she was not sure that she was a lady, so I planned to play with her, but after entering the room, her feet seemed to have never been washed. I was dizzy when I saw it (Although I like being abused, I still like clean S, I just want to find the feeling of humiliation, I don’t want to get any disease because of looking for S, even if I want to lick my feet, I have to lick clean feet, I don’t want to get any bacteria), so I said that I only like riding horses, not foot fetishes, so this time I only did it for a while and ended it. Sometimes I want to leave this circle, but because life is too boring, sometimes I read information about it on the Internet, and after reading a lot of SM novels on the Internet, I feel slavish again. So I feel that it’s not because SM can’t bring me pleasure, but because I haven’t found a suitable S for me. So I started looking for S on the Internet again.
2. Looking for the heroine
Later, I went to the clubhouse and looked for Yaochi, Aozhu (not Aoxue), Lanhu, Blue Yaoji, Yuzu S, Hong
Yan S waits for a few S, but I always feel that I am not very happy when I play, and I can’t let go of the play. I always feel that there are too many Ms in the clubhouse, and they don’t change their socks.
When I played with them, I felt bad after meeting, just like the previous few times.In other words, I just came here to find a feeling, and I only play horseback riding. But when she was playing with Yaochi, she didn’t listen to me and insisted that I lick her feet. I didn’t want to lick her feet at first, but she ignored me and gave me a whipping, and she insisted on licking her feet. So depressed, she slapped her feet casually a few times without opening her mouth, and managed it. When playing with Aozhu, Aozhu is very pretty, and I want to play with her, but it may be that when I went, she just came into contact with SM, she didn’t know anything, her technique was not very good, and she didn’t play much in the end. In addition, the Blue Enchantress and Yuzu S feel okay, but they are not beautiful, so they only played lightly, and did not completely release my slavishness.
Then I met an S named “White Lotus” online. After chatting with her, I went to play with her, but after I went there, I found out that she also worked as a S in a club, but she still gave me a good feeling. At least I think she likes to be clean. I want to play more games with her, but she said that she only does simple things, and doesn’t do anything else.
In the following period of time, I successively found the heroine of high heels, the queen of rainy night, the heroine of thousands of faces, the heroine of Xi’an (later renamed the master of Daming Palace), the saint of Xi’an, the heroine of Xiangxiang, the queen of Jiajia, etc. In addition, there are also Chengdu’s Xinye Girl S, Lao Yao S, Chengdu Heroine, etc. Among these S, Jiajia S is pretty, but she is a student after all, and her skills are not good enough. When playing with them, I always feel that I don’t enjoy myself very much. Only light training was done.
Of course, in the process of looking for S, I also encountered liar S, and I was deceived and fooled. This made me feel very angry at some fake S in the SM circle. I won’t talk about it here.
3. The ideal S in the dream – the heroine of Aoxue
Finally, Huang Tian paid off. I searched hard in Xi’an for two years, and finally found my favorite master——Queen Aoxue. In fact, I have known Queen Aoxue for a long time, because there are many articles on the Internet that comment on Master Aoxue. But I chatted with Master Aoxue for several days, and she didn’t accept Ms that she didn’t know. But at that time, I didn’t know that Queen Aoxue was so good, so I thought it was fine if I didn’t accept it, and I could just find a female S by myself. So he missed the Aoxue Queen many times.
One day after the National Day of this year, when I went to QQ, I saw a S called Mistress Hanmei, and she looked very pretty in her photos, so we chatted for a while, and then she said that she was from Baoji, and her younger sister Aoxue was in Xi’an.
According to the address Master Aoxue left me, I quickly arrived at the master’s door and knocked on the door. After a while, the door opened. I saw a young man in his twenties who opened the door. Suddenly, I saw a young girl in the room, with long hair, crossed legs, and a cigarette in her mouth, sitting on the edge of the bed, and there were two young men kneeling in front of her, waiting for the beauty in front of her. I was shocked, I have found so many S, but I have never seen such a scene. I can’t remember because I was afraid, or because I saw such a beautiful S, I was conquered by Aoxue’s temperament. I didn’t dare to say a word, so I obediently walked up to Master Aoxue and knelt down without saying a word.
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