obliterate desire

Author: prretyfoot
Word count: 26439

Chapter 1 First Love

I met Xin on the first day I just stepped into the university campus. I was in the same department as her, and later we were in the same department.
a dormitory. Maybe it’s because of her beauty that she and I quickly became inseparable friends
friend. Whether it’s studying, eating, going to the street or even masturbating, they are all together. However, there were several others in the dormitory at that time.
His sister, so there were not many opportunities to comfort each other sexually until after we graduated.

After graduation, Xinwen and I rented a small house outside and started our great dream——I
We decided to be together forever!

However, life is often cruel. After two months of running around, Xin and I still haven’t found a job.
Therefore, we hide at home most of the time, which can save a lot of expenses. During this time our
There is almost nothing else to do in life except sex, maybe only sex can make us temporarily forget the troubles in front of us.
But it also depleted our savings very quickly, because it was not a savings at all–two
What savings can poor students have! Forced and helpless, we had no choice but to go out to look for work again. However, girls looking for work
It is not so easy to do. Finally, one day when I was asleep at home with my head covered, Xinwen ran into the
Come and tell me, “Wen! I got a job!”

“real!?”

“Yes, I’m going to work as a secretary in XX company!”

“It’s great!!!! We finally don’t have to wait at home to grow old!!!!”

Indeed, this news is undoubtedly a booster for us, pulling us back from the brink of despair.
Come. However, it’s a blessing in disguise, and I don’t know the blessings and misfortunes. Everything is not as simple as I thought.

Xin went to work, but I still haven’t found a job. I stay at home all day and feel like a cat.
Parasite, looking at Xin’s busyness made me feel even more useless.
The material is good, and she will definitely be a princess in the future. However, now my self-confidence is losing bit by bit
——I have lost myself!

For some reason, Xin came back very late every day during this time, and, if she didn’t eat at home, she would
He fell asleep and rarely talked to me. This made me feel very uncomfortable. Originally, I could only wait at home to give her
Clean up the house and cook, and you can only talk to me when Xin comes back, but now all this seems to be happy.
No more! I’m just superfluous, I thought.

Xin left early again today, and I packed up the dishes and the house as I always did. I am very happy recently
I’m so busy that I don’t have time to pay attention to me, let alone sexual comfort. I have also proposed to Xin several times, but she
They all said they were too tired and just wanted to sleep, so I couldn’t say anything else. Roughly counting, we haven’t had it for two months.
Been in close contact. I’m worried about our relationshipThe relationship will gradually deteriorate, and I am afraid that Xin will not want me, plus
The relationship between work has made my emotions more and more uncontrollable.

During this time, as soon as I finished cleaning the house, I would masturbate non-stop to pass the time. From the beginning
Masturbation, slowly developed into a little self-abuse. Now, I can only climax with the help of a rope. i from
I took out my favorite rope from the bottom of the bed, tied my hands and feet, and then looped my legs into a ball from both hands.
He slipped through the gap, tying his hands behind his back. I get excited every time I do this, I love it
I like the feeling of losing self-control, which is completely opposite to my previous personality. Indeed, this passage is not as good as
The happy life has changed me too much.

After I tied myself up, I started to bend and crawl on the ground, which made me feel like I wasn’t at all
Just an animal, even if someone called me a bitch, I would gladly accept it.

After half an hour of crawling, I struggled a lot to climb onto the sofa and put my pussy on the
The rounded corners of the quasi-sofa. In the beginning I used the friction between my pussy and the sofa to orgasm, but now I
It was bumped. This slows down the onset of orgasm and allows me to exert more effort. and because of the orgasm
What is hard-won, I will know how to cherish it even more.

I desperately smashed my pussy into the round corner of the sofa, as if I wanted to smash my pussy into pieces
Like, make a loud noise. Maybe the neighbors will hear, but I don’t care anymore. gradually i
From the bursts of pain, I felt a little bit of pleasure, and this pleasure was constantly magnified, slowly
Scattered and took over my entire body – I had a climax.

When I raised my head in a daze and opened my eyes, I was stunned. I don’t know when
Standing in front of her, I was so scared that I fell off the sofa. I don’t know how she got in.
, I don’t know how long she stood here.

I’m stupid, I’m really stupid. I don’t know what to say, though, we’ve all had each other, but
, which is completely different from the behavior I just had. It was pure sex between us, pure love, and I just
…

When I realized it, I started crying and begging Xin for forgiveness. And Xin is expressionless, just
Standing there, I don’t know what she is thinking, and I dare not even think about what she is thinking. I don’t know how long it has been, Xin
Stand up, and I can only kneel on the ground looking up at her.

“Let’s break up,” Xin said.

I fell into deep despair.

“I don’t want to stay with someone like you.” Xin turned her head, turned her back to me and said, “In the future we will
Take care of yourself, I’m leaving! ”

She left without even packing her luggage. And I was so stupid that I couldn’t say anything, indeed, I couldn’t say anything at all.
I’m not qualified to keep her, how can a slut like me deserve her. Once again I fell into deep despair.
In this way, I lay on the ground for two days and two nights.