Drink the urine of all kinds of girls

Author: birthdayx
Word count: 97539
When I was a child, inexplicably, I had a strange psychology towards the opposite sex in my heart. As I grew older, my strange psychology became more and more intense, and at the same time, the conflict with my normal psychology became more and more intense. My strange psychology is hard to talk about, and this kind of psychological desire is hard to relieve. Finally, my normal psychological endurance was severely damaged, and I went to the irreversible opposite. Finally, on a blustery night, I destroyed all traces of myself for decades, wrote a short suicide note, and suddenly disappeared from my familiar environment and came to a southern metropolis that I was very unfamiliar with, looking for the right time to end my life in a proper way. The only thing I have to do before I end my life is to find a woman who can make me fall in love in an instant, even if I realize my wish for decades by playing games. Although it is early autumn, the early autumn in the south is still very sultry. I wandered the streets and alleys of this metropolis for more than ten days, but found nothing. Although I have met many beautiful beauties, none of them can make my heart flutter instantly. At eleven o’clock that night, exhaustion and severe depression made my psychological support ability close to collapse, and the thought of death flashed in my mind from time to time. Although I was hungry at the moment, I didn’t have any appetite. When passing by a small supermarket, I inadvertently raised my head and glanced inside. At this moment, a face that seemed extraordinary to me jumped into my sight. My eyes lit up and my spirit lifted. The real world also disappeared at this moment. Just when I was in a daze, this young girl walked past me with light steps, and a faint fragrance came to my nostrils. I turned my head and stared at her back, and my whole body was about to be paralyzed on the ground. She is no more than 1.65 meters tall and has a very slender figure. Under the hazy street lights, her pair of pure white high-heeled sandals are particularly dazzling. Matched with a pure white dress, she looks like a fairy floating down from the sky. Watching her gradually move away from me, I suddenly trembled all over, and a voice said to me: “This is your last chance before dying, why hesitate, idiot.” My courage suddenly multiplied, and I walked more than ten steps to ensure that she would not disappear from my sight. It’s very close to the suburbs, and it’s almost midnight at this time. There are very few vehicles on the street, and there are very few pedestrians on both sides of the street, so the girl in front can easily find that I am following her. She obviously quickened her pace, and I had to quickly follow her. After walking for about ten minutes, there was a cross in front of her. She turned right and walked into a small street. I hurried a few steps for fear of losing track. I followed her and walked forward for about a hundred meters, and saw her suddenly cross the road, walked straight to a glass door, quickly opened the glass door, flashed in, and the glass door was closed immediatelyThen the lights inside came on. I looked up and saw a horizontal plaque above the glass door surrounded by small red decorative light bulbs. On the horizontal plaque were seven artistic words “Xiuer Psychological Clinic” formed by red, yellow, blue and green light bulbs. Of course, I cannot infer from this that the girl who just entered is a psychotherapist. Based on my many years of experience, psychotherapy is still a new industry in China. It would be very difficult to establish a foothold in this industry without considerable knowledge and qualifications. However, based on her age, I don’t think it is possible for her to be a psychotherapist. It is likely that she is a helper in the consultation room. After such an analysis, I concluded that there are usually no less than two people in this consulting room. As for whether there is a second person in it at this time, it is difficult for me to judge. My mood is much more relaxed. As long as I can be sure that she is working here, I only need to wait for the door to open tomorrow, and then I can boldly go in as a patient. But I dare not leave now, I am worried that if she escapes temporarily in a hurry, she may take the opportunity to escape at any time, and my only hope will be completely shattered. After thinking about it, the only feasible way for me is to squat outside the consulting room until dawn. The light inside has not been turned off, I guess the other party must be secretly watching me inside. As expected, about half an hour later, the glass door suddenly opened, and the girl came out in a sky-blue dress, holding a rubber stick in her hand. I turned around and was only five or six steps away from her, and met her glaring eyes. My whole body felt like an electric shock, and I stared at her motionless. I can’t describe her beauty in the original way. I just feel that the most beautiful language in the world can’t describe one ten-thousandth of her beauty. Although she was angry, she didn’t see any signs of violence. She finally spoke, “Sir, if you don’t leave, I’m going to call the police.” Her Mandarin was soft with a heavy Cantonese accent. Seeing that I was stunned and did not respond, she said again: “I am definitely not scaring you. Once I go in, if you don’t leave, I will really call the police. I came out to warn you.” I leaned against the wall made of white tiles, fearing that my legs would become weak and kneel on the ground. “Miss, don’t worry, I have absolutely no malicious intentions.” I apologized hastily: “I’m sorry, little… I’m really sorry. I never meant that, but I don’t know how to address you.” She said coldly, “You don’t need to explain. You followed me for a long time just now and thought I didn’t know? I advise you to stop thinking about it. I’m not the kind of woman you imagined. Go away as soon as possible, or don’t blame me for being ruthless to you.” I tried my best to suppress my strong desire and said: “I really don’t have any malice towards you, because I am a dying person, I just want to fulfill my little wish before I die.” She was obviously very instinctiveShocked by my words, I took a breath and asked, “You, have you got an incurable disease?” I shook my head and said, “No, my body is very healthy, but I
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