Author: prretyfoot
Word count: 10322
An idealist theory that holds that the change and development of things, human life and death, and wealth are all determined by fate or
Destiny predetermines that man is powerless.
I am not an idealist. I don’t believe in God, I don’t believe in fate. I firmly believe that the future of man is always
Achieved by one’s own struggle. However, I am not against fate. There is always something in one’s life
It was arranged by heaven in the dark, no matter how much you force it, it will always be unchangeable. my lonely character
Destiny has been decided, as my network master——Princess Mochizuki of Xi’an said: Jane Eyre, a little bitch, in other places
Pretending to be noble in front of people, but always being a lowly slave and a good dog in front of the master, this is my
The positioning of life, the reality that cannot be changed. I would like to thank my network host, Princess Mochizuki, for his support in my life.
At the moment of confusion, rescue me, teach me how to be a real person or slave, how to correctly understand abuse
The true meaning of love, how to face life and get rid of the confusion of sadism. I am grateful to the master – Mochizuki
The Lord (she is already the real master of my spirit) let me have a new perspective on life during the journey of life.
Understand good pursuit.
I used to grow up in a very harmonious family. Father is a doctor and runs a clinic by himself, mother is
a nurse. Like most people, he grew up under the love of his parents. Although not very rich, but also live well
very happy. Unexpectedly, when he was eight years old, his handsome father eloped with a rich aunt
. My mother couldn’t bear the blow and left me in depression. My elderly grandmother took me from Jiamusi to Mr. Shen
Shi Yang went to (my mother’s hometown is Teacher Shen Yang) to take care of my life (the first time I felt the greatness of women)
Grandma took care of me very carefully, and treated me in other aspects (such as: psychological aspects, learning aspects, making friends, etc.)
face, etc.) there is no time to take care of. Since I was a child, I accidentally saw an aunt wearing stockings and high heels
Subconsciously, I had a tendency to be played by women after my feet, when I was only 10 years old. my sadistic tendencies
It should be the beginning of the worship of women in my heart. I like to surf the Internet, and accidentally found feminist websites such as: 九
Forums such as Zhong, Da’ao, and Haomen Sancuntian (get to know Sister Moxie, Indifferent Princess, Star of Hope, Change, etc.)
Good friend) who had a profound influence on my sadism should be my junior high school English teacher. In junior high school, my
This tendency is getting stronger and stronger, but I dare not show it. I remember that was my first English class, English class
Well, I think it’s usually serious old ladies who come in, but when the English teacher walks in, I feel that way
Of course, it is because the teacher is so beautiful, with neck-length black hair, melon-seeded face, big eyes, raised eyebrows,
Moderate mouth, and those legs… The English teacher introduced her surname as Li, and her name is Teacher Shen. She just graduated from the normal school this year.
college graduates,23 years old. I heard nothing but that, and what I kept looking at was her black dress.
Beautiful legs in black stockings and black high heels, because they are so beautiful. At this time, it happened that Mr. Shen asked me to answer the question.
, I didn’t hear the question, but fortunately, the buddy at the back desk reminded me. Her question is what to do in the three years of junior high school
This development, my answer is very simple, “Of course it is developing in a good direction”. Mr. Shen nodded and said: ”
It’s too general, but what you said is very good.” I thought to myself that this teacher is good, and he is kind-hearted and beautiful.
A few days later, the English teacher asked me to be the representative of the English class by calling my name. I was so happy to hear
, because my subconscious told me how close I could be to Mr. Shen, who is an English teacher. English every time after
In class, I performed very well. Then every night when I go to sleep, I will fantasize about the beautiful Teacher Shen.
I am severely tortured. But after that time…
During class that morning, Teacher Shen asked me to come to her office at noon to help her grade the papers. Of course I listened.
I agreed very willingly, and I went there at noon with a ball pen, but the door of her office was locked, and I
Had to wait at the door.
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