obey

Author: dengxiaoyun
Word count: 5772
I am a man, but I am very weak, so weak that even girls can bully me at will, so as to satisfy them
I have always believed that this is also a manifestation of human inferiority. I was bullied by girls since I was a child.
Slowly develop a habit, submissive. Experience tells me that as long as you don’t fight back, you are obedient and let them beat, scold and insult you,
This pain will end soon. . . . . .

After graduating from high school, my parents couldn’t bear to let me spend another four years in such an environment, so they unanimously decided to send me abroad.
Going to study abroad, I hope that the humanistic spirit and social civilization of the West can make my heart, which has been hurt since childhood, gradually recover
Come. And they chose Germany for me.

When I first arrived in Germany, my cowardly and fearful personality seriously hindered my progress in German.
The character of the will nation makes me flinch, and the proud temperament of the German girl is even more calm and prestige to me. they
The cold eyes, pale and thin cheeks made me fascinated. However, the distance is too far away, I can only
Let yourself get fantasy satisfaction when you are alone. . . . . .

In the intense study and endless desire, I spent my first semester alone. The winter vacation has started, I’m busy
After finishing a series of things, under the instigation of my parents, I decided to slowly use practical actions to hone my character.
After two days of telephone discussions, I decided to let me travel alone.

It took me a week to prepare for this trip. The excitement is also accompanied by fear. Maybe there is more fear.
I carefully arranged the itinerary, trying to avoid those possible dangers, and stay away from those troubled cities in Europe. in too much
After full preparation, I carried the big bag on my thin shoulders and started my trip.

In the first few days, my life was pretty smooth. I followed the steps step by step and strictly followed my own plan. Even the hotel
The earlier ones were also confirmed one by one. . . . . . However, even under such a strict organization, things still went wrong.
On the way to the Alps, a train was delayed. I was a little silly when the plan was disrupted, but I was not helpless
Cuo: Anyway, there is the next shift.

I wandered around the train station, and it was so cold that I couldn’t stop shivering. Turned a corner and suddenly found a sex shop’s
There is a girl standing in front of the window, about 170 centimeters. Looking at the appearance, he is in his 30s, with short hair like a man, black
Colored hair is in locks with the help of hairspray. He was wearing a heavy leather jacket, so he couldn’t tell what his figure was. she dresses like
Clumsy black moccasins, dusty already, and, I believe, her feet are bigger than mine.

I was watching her when suddenly she looked back at me, with cold eyes, I was so scared that I almost threw away the bag in my hand. I hurry
I looked away and kept walking, I knew I was unnatural, because it was 12 o’clock in the middle of the night, and there were probably only two of us on the street
people. However, I still couldn’t help but glance at her secretly. The habit I developed over the years made me dare not look directly at women, but only dared to look at her.
Peeping in corners away from them. This German woman has a firm but feminine nose, the temperament of a mature woman, tall
The feeling of superiority. I noticed that she also had heavy black eyeshadow around her eyes.

I passed by her side, not daring to raise my head, only dared to secretly look at her booted feet. German women are different from Chinese women,
They always wear such bulky shoes, unlike those girls in China, even if they are boots, they must be very delicate and elegant.
angry. Thinking of this, I unconsciously imagined the appearance of her feet: her feet should be longer than my face, I would like this
I think it’s because I recalled that after school in junior high school, some girls in the class who were preparing for volleyball training couldn’t tell the difference between their sneakers, so they used
My face is used as a ruler, I measure the shoes one by one, and then measure the feet one by one, hehe, they praised my face at the time
Woolen cloth. After this incident, there has been no ruler in the volleyball hall, and every training day, I automatically ran to kneel there, waiting for the
Several girls try on shoes. I like this, although later they thought this method was too slow and trained me to distinguish the smell of their sweat,
Use my face to wipe the sweat from my feet, which made me have athlete’s foot all the time in junior high school, and I still like this, because it doesn’t have to suffer
beat. . . . . .

I fell into my own world, suddenly realized that I might have lost my composure just now, and immediately raised my head, the girl had disappeared.
Feeling lost, I walked slowly back to the train station. Upon entering the gate, I immediately spotted the woman, leaning against the wall, smoking a cigarette. I
Knowing that she also took the train. I habitually sat in the corner and continued my observation, or appreciation. She is strong
The temperament attracts me. I feel myself getting smaller and smaller, so small that I don’t realize my own existence. so that she turned her head several times
Looking at me, I didn’t even realize it. I imagined the world inside her soft leather boots, and compared it with those girls on the volleyball team in my heart.
Which side has the greater taste? Isn’t the smell of sweat on German women’s feet more pungent and intriguing? . . . . .

Just when I fell into obsession and couldn’t extricate myself, she had already walked in front of me. Suddenly said something, “You look like a dog.”
This is the only sentence I understand. My unconscious mind suddenly exploded. I wanted to run, but my legs wouldn’t work.
Call, I want to just disappear out of thin air, but that is simply the idea of ​​an ostrich. I don’t know what to do, I speak, but
I couldn’t say anything clearly, I could only falter and haw a few words with a blushing face, which didn’t make any sense at all. she is not tall
Xing, I can see that. In the silence of the train station, she grabbed me off the bench and kicked me to the ground, then
It was a series of kicks and beatings. I didn’t fight back, but just rolled around on the ground. I didn’t dare to scream, because I knewDon’t know that’s only going to make her fight