LOCK OF DESIRE

Author: Y_rf
Word count: 8138
Chapter Twenty Nine

Like being angry, the following days became quiet again.
I didn’t look for a woman anymore. In fact, in the final analysis, I still feel guilt and self-blame in my heart. People always have a bottom line. Ah Zheng felt that it would be difficult to end it if he continued like this. From that night on, when he had sex with Linger, he couldn’t help but think of women. This is actually a very serious matter.
It seems that she is blaspheming Ling’er, the relationship between the two of them, and she is also blaspheming herself.
Women will not stick to themselves like dog skin plasters. The harassment from the first three days has gradually become less and less. In fact, Ah Zheng can feel subtle changes in the relationship between the two. That day, because he was too obsessed with the boots of a fanatical woman, he was found kneeling at the bottom of the woman’s feet. Since she tried to put the boots on his face but he did not refuse, I always feel that the woman’s attitude has changed a little. Shang originally thought that women would definitely not seduce him for no reason. Any behavior always has a purpose, but some people are good at hiding it.
With this seemingly clear and confused state of mind, he kept speculating about life, which was more tiring than falling in love, but Ah Zheng persisted. He didn’t pay attention to women’s unreasonable troubles, and gritted his teeth for the occasional photos and selfies that were exposed and full of body language.
The stalemate has turned into a game again, who is more patient than who, and who is more tolerant of loneliness.
But the ridiculous thing is that once you try some things, it is really hard to quit, just like smoking. Ah Zheng, who has quit smoking twice, found that every time he quit smoking, he would become more addicted to smoking. The first time he did not expect it and yelled regret.
In fact, he really longed for Linger to show the coquettish and explicit side of a mature woman anytime, bold, even lascivious, and hold his kidneys tightly, but this was originally a process that required a long period of precipitation and accumulation, and, in a sense, he was an extremely coquettish person who was not good at expressing and inducing him.
Even if it’s fleece stockings or beautiful boots, in Ling’er’s eyes, these may be just clothing accessories to make her dress look better, she would never think that it can be hooked with sex, the fun in her eyes is romanceWarm environment, red wine and dinner, roses and light music. It’s really distressing, Ah Zheng is still trying hard to hide himself, continue to be that good man from 9 to 5, husband-to-be, continue to collect rent, continue to work, but under the calm appearance, the desire is getting stronger and stronger.
That indescribable and intangible impulse was suppressed to the point of madness.
When I can’t control it anymore, and I’m still thinking hard about how to talk or develop my girlfriend, in fact, on the other side, there is the most perfect partner, who can let me enjoy the benefits and have everything I want. That kind of temptation is fatal.
That woman named Yang Na, yes, she understands what she wants, like installing a clairvoyance device in her heart, she firmly grasps her needs and desires. There are also those words that are said inadvertently, which are very tempting, but. . . But people are always fickle and hypocritical and selfish. Ah Zheng is not a villain, and he is not so narrow-minded, but he always feels that women are too deep, too perfect, so perfect that it is a bit weird, so perfect that people have a kind of fear of the unknown, even with conspiracy.
The end of the year is getting closer and closer, and the Qingshui yamen has a rare popularity and vitality. Colleagues are already preparing for the annual meeting and dinner, or talking about some bonuses and Spring Festival holidays, but Ah Zheng is in dire straits, and even a little doubts whether he will be suffocated by desire. In the afternoon, Ah Zheng is paralyzed in his position. In the photos, the woman seems to be teasing him on purpose in her subsequent dynamics. She always puts on various styles of boots, all of which are sexy and seductive, paired with stockings and various revealing clothes.
It would be great if Ling’er could be so sexy one day and like to wear high-heeled boots so much.
I turned to the chat history from a few days ago again. It was another rejection of the woman’s invitation. The woman took a photo of a broken high-heeled shoe, made of red patent leather. Ah Zheng vaguely remembered that it was the second time or the first few times he met a woman. Anyway, when we first met, he wore such a pair of red high-heeled shoes with jeans. The heel was broken. It looked like it was to show off the broken high-heeled shoe, but there was a pair of wrinkled flesh-colored stockings next to it, as if it had just been taken off. When it came down, the woman jokingly said in the message that her high heels were broken and she wanted Ah Zheng to fix it. Ah Zheng was furious, not angry, but lust. In fact, he was firm enough, with loyalty to Linger, and since the day he had sex, he couldn’t help but think of women, and he kept rejecting women. Although the woman stopped a lot, the seduction was still there, but she was not as polite as before. Anyway, it was weird. Making trouble, and finally simply locked the phone and ignored it, and then the woman disappeared as usual in the next few days, hey. . . The ghost knows how many times I regretted it after that.
Amidst a burst of boredom, Ah Zheng quietly walked outOffice, going to light a cigarette in the corridor.
“Bada” the cigarette butt was burning, and he took a puff. Ahzheng leaned against the wall, and finally felt his own breath.