Author: ddv
Word count: 12898
The first time I saw Yang Na, I was conquered by her appearance. She is so beautiful, with big eyes, double eyelids, the beautiful eyes of a typical Chinese lady, her black eyes are mysterious as if she can talk, and when she smiles, she narrows them into a slit, cute and a bit coquettish. Slender legs, plump breasts and buttocks, protruding forward and backward, a real devil’s figure. Curved willow-leaf eyebrows, a tall nose bridge, white and tender skin slightly rosy, clear and pure eyes, a moderate mouth, and sexy lips. The oblong cheeks, with a little edge and corners, are the face of an angel, but also have a wild charm. She instantly became my dream idol, surpassing Han’s charm for me. Han Wenhui ordered me to lick and kiss Yang Na’s feet with my mouth. I trembled and tried my best, hoping to win Miss Yang’s joy. Immediately, Yang Na became a new driving force in my life, creating my infinite reverie, and suddenly my world was full of sunshine and hope. Masturbation has been my chief pleasure growing up. Gradually, it is not only a physical exercise, but also sublimated to a spiritual realm, and I can think about things while doing it. This is probably because of my shy personality. Nowadays, masturbation has become an indispensable part of life, and I can only satisfy myself with fantasies. I can only be excited when I feel being played by a woman. Because at this time, I accept it passively, and I don’t have to worry about being rejected, and I won’t be hurt. For a long time, I imagined that the emptiness after being released from abuse pushed me to the brink of pain, and I couldn’t bear to scold myself, but I have to admit that I am a sexual masochist to a certain extent. In my fantasy, there is always a tall and beautiful woman, and I always kneel under her… The image of this woman in the fantasy used to be blurry, but now it is suddenly clear. She is Yang Na, and should only be Yang Na. Now, my mind is full of Yang Na. She is too charming, her temperament is too noble, and it is this nobility that makes me breathless with fascination. She is tall, even taller than me, at 1.73 meters, but I’m not sure, because every time I look at her, I don’t feel like looking up. She seems to be 25 years old, her body is very plump, but she looks very slender and very sexy, especially that time, I knelt on the ground and saw her extremely plump, slightly reddish-brown buttocks from below… Now my sexual fantasies have become extremely rich. At this moment, I was imagining myself kneeling in front of Yang Na’s house naked, the door opened, and she was wearing her pajamas casually, as if I was a dog, and naturally put the dog chain in my hand on the collar around my neck, led me to crawl in, led me into the toilet without saying a word, lifted my nightgown, pulled down my underwear, and squatted down. I raised my head, and her plump naked buttocks were in front of me, just like I had imagined countless times, I naturally licked her pussy clean for her, I greedily licked her pussy and perineum, and even put my tongue deepEntering her anus to clean her… I ejaculated, and I was at a loss. After each urge, I was left with exhaustion and helplessness, and my brain was shot into the underwear. I am not the kind of sexual sadism fanatic who needs physical pain, but needs the feeling of being dominated and insulted, because in the contact between the sexes, this feeling is what I fear the most. It is this anti-release in sex that makes me feel psychologically balanced. Just think, I can accept such humiliation, what else should I be afraid of? At this moment, I just want to fall asleep. Yang Na instantly became my idol, the most perfect queen in my world, and the sun in my life. In my small apartment, in the fantasies of serving her, I did not know how many times I masturbated, and I masturbated too much, and the next day I experienced symptoms of fatigue, lack of energy, and weakness of the waist and knees; for two days, I masturbated 7 times in a row, so that I couldn’t achieve an erection when I wanted to stimulate the penis. I even sneaked around where she lived and waited, hoping to see her. I couldn’t believe my fate. About a month later, Yang Na called me and asked me to go to her place. I couldn’t even believe that Yangna agreed to let me try to be her slave for a few weeks. I was really ecstatic, trembling and kneeling on the ground, at a loss. It was a dream come true. For a while I thought I was the happiest person in the world. Yang Na quit her babysitter and let me replace her. I, a graduate of Tongji University in Shanghai and an engineer of a state-owned enterprise, became Yang Na’s servant, and I wished so much, for fear that this woman who only graduated from high school would not want me. The power of SM is incredible. Those weeks were the happiest of my life, but also the scariest of my life. I behaved desperately, obeying her orders in front of her, not daring to make the slightest mistake. When I saw her, I wanted to kneel down from the bottom of my heart, and felt trembling from the bottom of my heart. I was really afraid that she would dislike me and be dissatisfied with my performance. Being her slave is simply my biggest dream. However, if I lost the opportunity to serve her because of my own fault, it would be the greatest pain. Yang Na lived on the 16th floor of a high-end apartment on West Nanjing Road not far from the Portman Hotel. I soon became a frequent visitor there, and I got acquainted with the security guards of the property management on the same floor. At the beginning, Yang Na only asked me to go to her residence on 1, 3, 5 nights a week, and all day on Sunday to clean her room, do housework, and serve her. Two months later, Yang Na was moved by my impeccable work, absolute obedience and extreme devotion. After she fully understood my situation and felt that I was safe, she agreed that I would move into her residence and become her 24/7 servant. At this time, she has also persuaded her foreign lover George to accept her to adopt a SUBMISSIVE as her slave. I continue to go to work every day, but I have to come back early to buy vegetables, cook for her, and clean the room. My monthly salary of 2,400 yuan and bonus of 1,800 yuan need allGive it to the hostess. She uses my salary to pay 650 yuan per month for apartment property management, 200 yuan for water, electricity, TV, and telephone, and another 1,000 yuan for me to handle grocery shopping, rice, oil and salt, and daily necessities.
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