Author: laixx
Word count: 745
I have always liked this sentence, so let’s take him as my opening sentence for the time being.
“When the scorching sun gradually fades away and the half moon hangs high, when the neon red dots flicker and the night falls, what can we use to prove our existence in this city?”
I have been in this circle with ups and downs for 2 years. I still remember that when I first set foot in it, I humbly asked senior s for advice.
I still remember the surging heartbeat when chatting in the QQ chat room, and also remember the name of the first m who added me to chat,
I still remember how nervous and at a loss during the first real training.
2 years, the beautiful 2 years in my life, I stayed in the SM circle without hesitation,
Slowly from a beginner to an old s, I also looked down upon the comings and goings of people in the sm circle,
But I have always believed in a sentence that my master said at the time: “S is not made or become, s is in the bone.
You are a born s, it’s fine if you don’t get involved, once you get involved, you can’t withdraw from this circle in this life. ”
From the beginning of looking for m crazily, after finding it, I gradually got used to the life with m,
Go through the pain when m left
Then I found that I could no longer accept the life without m, and continued to look for m frantically, over and over again. . . . .
However, sm is not the whole life, so in the past 5 years, my life trajectory has not deviated in any way,
Every turning point in my life will leave an indelible impression on my sm career.
People of the older generation do have their uniqueness, and I really can’t live without sm.
Now I, Xianyun Yehe, although I don’t have a life of m, I can’t live without sm,
Even if it’s just to talk about your feelings in the sm group, even if it’s just to read the gossip, to understand the sm field that you have never been in contact with.
I also wanted to change the mixed situation of dragons and snakes in the sm circle, but found that I couldn’t do it.
It is the most important thing for everyone to experience happiness in his own field. The surrender under the whip is far less touching than the belonging of the soul. I hope you can all find your own belonging.
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