my happy home

Author: prretyfoot
Word count: 161991
When I was a child, inexplicably, I had a strange psychology towards the opposite sex in my heart. along with
As I grow older, my strange psychology becomes more and more intense, and at the same time, it conflicts with my normal psychology more and more.
fierce. My strange psychology is hard to talk about, and this kind of psychological desire is hard to relieve. Finally, I am normal
The endurance of reason has been severely damaged, and it has gone to the irreversible opposite.

Finally, on a windy night, I destroyed all traces of myself for decades and wrote a brief
With a short suicide note, I suddenly disappeared from my familiar environment and came to a southern metropolis that I am very unfamiliar with.
Prepare to find the right time to end your life in a proper way.

The only thing I have to do before I end my life is to find someone who can make me fall in love in an instant.
A woman with a deep heart, even if she realizes her decades-long wish through games.

Although it is early autumn, the early autumn in the south is still very sultry.
He wandered alley for more than ten days, but found nothing. Although I have met many beautiful beauties, but none of them
It can make my heart flutter instantly.

At eleven o’clock that night, exhaustion coupled with severe depression made my psychological support ability
I’m on the verge of collapse, and the thought of death flashes in my mind from time to time. Although I’m hungry right now, I don’t
I have a little appetite.

When passing by a small supermarket, I inadvertently raised my head and glanced inside. At this moment, a
In other words, the extraordinary face jumped into my sight, my eyes were brightened, and my spirit was lifted.
This world also does not exist at this moment.

Just when I was in a daze, this young girl walked past me with light steps.
The scent of her breath hit my nostrils, and I turned my head to stare at her back, my whole body was about to be paralyzed on the ground. her height
No more than 1.65 meters tall, she is very slender. Under the hazy street lights, her pair of pure white high heels
The sandals are particularly dazzling, and when paired with a pure white dress, it is like an unearthly fireworks floating down from the sky.
Fairy.

Watching her gradually move away from me, I suddenly trembled all over, and a voice said to me: “This is
It’s your last chance before you die, so why hesitate, idiot. “My courage suddenly doubled,
I took more than ten steps to make sure she would not disappear from my sight.

It’s very close to the suburbs. It’s almost midnight at this time. There are very few vehicles driving on the street.
Pedestrians are also very sparse, so the girl in front can easily find that I am following, and she obviously speeds up her pace
, I had to hurry to keep up with her.

After walking for about ten minutes, there was a cross in front of her. She turned right and walked into a small street.
Hurry up a few steps, for fear of losing track.

I followSeeing her walk about a hundred meters, she suddenly crossed the road and walked straight to a glass door.
In front of the door, the glass door was quickly opened and stepped in. The glass door was closed immediately, and the lights inside were turned on immediately.
.

I looked up and saw a horizontal plaque surrounded by small red decorative light bulbs above the glass door.
On the plaque are seven artistic characters “Xiu’er Psychological Consultation Room” made of red, yellow, blue and green light bulbs. of course i
It cannot be inferred from this that the girl who went in just now is a psychotherapist.
Medical treatment is still a new industry in China. If you want to gain a foothold in this industry, you don’t have considerable knowledge and qualifications.
is very difficult, and at her age, I don’t think it’s possible to be a psychotherapist, nine times out of ten
A helper in the consulting room. After such an analysis, I believe that there are usually no less than two people in this consulting room, at least two people.
At this time, it is difficult for me to judge whether there is a second person inside.

I feel much more relaxed. As long as I can confirm that she is working here, I just need to wait for the door to open tomorrow.
Then you can go in boldly as a patient. But I dare not leave now, I am worried that if she is in a hurry
If I dodge temporarily, I may take the opportunity to escape at any time, and my only hope will be completely shattered. consider
After thinking about it, the only way I can do it is to squat outside the consulting room until dawn.

The lights inside have not been turned off. I guess the other party must be secretly watching me inside. Sure enough, not in the house
Unexpectedly, about half an hour later, the glass door suddenly opened, and the girl changed into a sky blue dress, holding
Walking out with a rubber stick, I turned around, only five or six steps away from her, and her glaring eyes
When the light met, my whole body felt like an electric shock, and I stared at her motionless. she’s beautiful i can’t
Using the original description, I just feel that the most beautiful language in the world can hardly describe one ten-thousandth of her beauty.

Although she was angry, she didn’t see any signs of violence. At last she spoke, “Sir,
If you don’t leave, I’m going to call the police. ”Her Mandarin has a heavy Cantonese accent, soft
It’s continuous. Seeing that I was stunned and did not respond, she said again: “I am definitely not trying to scare you. Once I
Go in, if you don’t leave, I will really call the police, I came out specifically to warn you. ”

I leaned against the wall made of white tiles, afraid that my legs would become weak and kneel on the ground, “Miss, don’t you
Don’t worry, I have absolutely no malicious intentions. “The girl said very angrily: “Are you blind? Are you blind again?
Call me miss, I’m really going to be angry. “I immediately realized that the word “Miss” has long been used in mainland China.
The taste changed, and I hurriedly apologized: “I’m sorry, little… I’m really sorry, I never meant that, it’s just
I don’t know what to call you. She said coldly: “You don’t need to explain, you just followed me for a long time
, think I don’t know? I advise you to stop dreaming, I am not the kind of woman you imagined at all, you
Go away early, or don’t blame me for being ruthless to you