To pay off my mother’s debt I became her toilet slave

Author: gybkq
Word count: 7303
I was born in a very remote and desolate mountain village, and my family was very poor. At that time, family planning was not very strict, and my parents gave birth to six children. I was the eldest, and my mother wanted to have a daughter. I didn’t even eat a full meal. I am one year older than the eldest, three years older than the second, five years older than the third, six years older than the fourth, eight years older than the fifth, and ten years older than the youngest. The six brothers and sisters who are not good at studies, at most finished elementary school, and repaired the earth at home. I was finally able to jump out of this small mountain village that I hated. The only thing I want to thank is my parents. They gave me a very smart brain, so my parents had to tighten their belts and borrow everything, and finally sent me to Peking University, the highest school in the country. At the end of my sophomore year, my family had already borrowed over 10,000 yuan, which was undoubtedly a thousand times heavier than the three mountains for my poor family. I received a letter from my mother yesterday, which said that the family had already eaten their last meal, and it was impossible to borrow a penny from the village. In the past few days, all the door-to-door debt collectors have broken the threshold, so I can only rely on myself to go to school. I have been penniless for a long time these days. Although I am extremely poor, my self-esteem and inferiority complex are equally strong. Whenever I eat, I will hide in the most secluded place in the school. After the students go back to the dormitory after dinner, I will sneak into the school cafeteria by myself, and search for some unfinished meals in the trash.
The next day, I neatly copied 100 points as a tutoring revelation, and posted them everywhere in the corners outside the school that day. However, a week passed, and my tutoring revelation was like a mud cow sinking into the sea, without any response, my anxiety reached a limit, but because I continued to pick up food in the trash basket, my stomach protested, I ran to the toilet frequently, and my whole body was exhausted very quickly. My body and mind were on the verge of collapse at this time. I didn’t want to be noticed by my classmates in the same dormitory, so I gritted my teeth and walked into a dark corner that I usually like most, and sat under a French plane tree. Although it was hot summer, I was shivering from the cold at this time.
At this moment, a very sweet and soft voice suddenly came from above my head, “Are you planning to die here like this?” I looked up, and couldn’t help being stunned, unable to say a word for a long time.
Standing in front of me is my classmate Cui Ruolin who is 1.7 meters tall and 5 meters tall. She said she was a classmate, but it was just because she was in the same class.She didn’t say anything, but the reasons are just three points, first of all, because she is the jewel in the palm of a billionaire, she is very expensive, she usually doesn’t live in school, and there is a special driver to pick her up when she comes home. The difference in status between me and her is too great, and the contrast is very strong. Every time I see her from a long distance, I will quickly hide. The second reason is that her beauty is beyond the scope of language description. In such a big school, she is already the unrivaled and most dazzling school belle. Moreover, she has been elected as the chairman of the student union since the beginning of this semester. From the very beginning, I had a very special, very strong feeling for him. This feeling was unspeakable. It was an almost crazy pagan extreme worship. In order not to make her aware of my feelings for her, I had to secretly adopt various methods to release my irrepressible fanatical feelings. The most common way was to kneel down to the place where she often sat and kowtow for a long time. Of course, I also secretly followed her more than once. My head, all I can do is kiss her footprints secretly, sometimes if I’m lucky, I can lick and eat the sputum or saliva she spits on the ground. During this semester, I have more and more opportunities like this. Once, I was even unlucky to see her blowing her nose in the shade of a secluded tree in the distance. The third reason why I have been afraid to talk to her is: she has never looked at me directly, even though my grades have always been the best in the office. Now she suddenly appeared in front of me, which I never dreamed of. Her face, which I admired so much, was full of pity. She knelt down and put her hand on my forehead, “Look at you, you’ve been burnt like this, do you still want to rely on your frail body to carry it? How can you not cherish your body so much? I really don’t know how your brain grows. Say you are stupid, but you study so well. Say you are smart. Some things you do are really unbearable .Get up quickly and follow me to the hospital.”