my sorrow

Author: DJW
Word count: 35865

I am 34 years old this year, and I work as a planner in a foreign company. Although I can’t make my ancestors famous, I can live a decent life with an income of 70,000 to 80,000 a year in a second-tier city. Four years ago, I got married, which is a great honor, because I’m not a very good man. Even, a very bad man. Not tall, not handsome, no money, and no courage. I used to think that if a woman took a fancy to me, it would be my blessing. But I didn’t expect that I would have such a great blessing. When Chen Wen said she was willing to be with me, I almost fainted with excitement. Think about it, she is four or five years younger than me, as tall as me, with good skin, big eyes, a straight nose, a very charming smile, very quick hands and feet in doing things, and a quick brain. Such a good woman actually followed me. Do you think it is my blessing? When he said this, his eyes sparkled. It seemed that he really loved her wife very much. Then his eyes dimmed. He told slowly, “My wife is from the next city. Like her family, my family is from the countryside. There are three siblings in my family. I am the youngest and have two older sisters. Her family also has three children. She is the oldest and has two younger sisters. The second child is Chen Danni, and the youngest is Chen Man. When I got married, Chen Man was only 17 years old and had just entered college.” , but as time went by, the days began to become dull day by day, and she began to be picky, thinking that I was not capable, could not make much money, and was not very good-looking, short and thin. She also compared her second sister, Chen Danni, saying that her younger sister married well, and they all started companies now. I usually don’t refute anything, but occasionally when I answer a few words, she will be furious, pointing her nose and calling me a wimp, telling me to get out! I am not good at arguing, so I had to let it go, and then became more silent. This aggravated her temper even more, and even once I accidentally broke her things, she actually walked over and slapped me. Sometimes I pick my mother or sister over to play, but she doesn’t give me face, instigates me to do this or that, and asks me to press her feet and shine shoes in front of my family. It’s okay if it’s like this, but it’s nothing, she’s just playing tricks on the young lady’s temper, she’s really good at housekeeping, and everything is arranged by her in an orderly manner. She is not stingy, and she still spends a lot of money on me and my family. The one who embarrasses me the most and even gives me a little fear is her little sister——Chen Man. My wife’s family members are all taller, each one is taller than the other, and it is even more prominent when it comes to Chen Man, who is actually over 1.7 meters tall. This makes me, a big man, look up to her sister-in-law when I face her, which is really shocking.I respect myself. Chen Manren is also very beautiful, with an oval face, very beautiful facial features, beautiful eyebrows, bright eyes and a straight nose. The first time I saw Chen Man when I was dating my wife, I saw disappointment and a trace of disdain in her eyes. Later, my wife also jokingly told me that my younger sister was a little disappointed in my brother-in-law and felt that she was not good enough for her. But I didn’t pay attention at the time. Chen Man seems to be a very enthusiastic and generous girl. She is serious and careful in doing things, has a meticulous and quick thinking, and is very good at using her brain. People who first come into contact with her will leave a warm, cheerful and approachable impression on her. But in fact, she is a very proud person, the person she despises, even though she still looks at you, she already despises you in her heart. My wife once told me that she said that Chen Man had a male classmate who liked her from high school to university, and later confessed to her. Chen Man actually laughed and said, “You want to chase me too, do you want to give me SHI?” So, with such a special sister-in-law, when my life is going to have some intersection with her, how can I deal with it? When Chen Man came to play with me in the summer vacation of her sophomore year, she gave me the nickname “Brother-in-Law Winter Melon”. When I first started, I just did cooking, washing dishes and so on. Later, I played cards with the two sisters, and if I lost, I would be fined some embarrassing things, such as barking like a dog, crawling like a dog. Once when I lost to her in a chess game, she actually asked me to wash her underwear, which made her sister laugh out loud. Strange to say, I never seem to win anything when I play with them. Sometimes my wife comes back late from overtime, so I have to face Chen Man alone. That day, I was watching TV on the sofa. Chen Man turned her face and looked at me with a smirk on her face. Chen Man continued to say with a smirk, “Brother-in-law, why are you shy? We are all grown-ups, what’s wrong with that? You don’t look like a man!” I hurriedly replied, “No, no, that… so what… your brother-in-law is a decent person.” Chen Man tilted her head, smiled, and there was a hint of temptation in her eyes, “Brother-in-law, to be honest, have you ever thought about giving me a JIAO?” I felt a sudden tightness in my chest and a dry itchy throat, so I hurriedly gathered myself together, said seriously, “Ah Man, don’t make fun of me!” and walked into my room pretending to be angry. Hiding in the room, I thought for a while, “This Oman is so presumptuous, he actually has such obscene thoughts, I am a big man, and I actually want to give her a JIAO? I really don’t dare to slip my tongue!” Although I thought so in my heart, it seemed that from that moment on, I was a little afraid to be alone with Chen Man, as if I was a little afraid that she would eat me. because I don’tDuring the struggle, my wife and younger sister Chen Man became more and more presumptuous in front of me. I felt that my wife was also influenced by her younger sister, or because she doted on her younger sister, they became more and more rude in front of me.